Friday, December 30, 2011

Serendipity


Serendipity………..  why ?



Someone might say because I liked the movie yes well I liked it indeed but more than that what I liked was the meaning of that this word. Which I haven't heard till, I came across the movie.



As crazy as it will sound can we expect serendipity from our lives? I ask. Most of you will think I'm mad but I think if you really want something you can make it happen. And I have all ways been on the side of believing in miracles do exist camp. And with personal experience I know if you really want something it will come true. Sadly not every single one of our wishes does but at least a few.



We all keep waiting for that one moment when everything fall in to place, that all looks simply perfect and right. We think that the gods will give us a sign to show us that this is the one this is the place and this is the right thing to do and say. But the truth is we are our own gods if we don't believe in ourselves to make our own decisions even the gods will turn their backs on us. Because the divine power bestows little signs for us leaving them on our path simply giving us the opportunity we seek but if ignored we are the losers the cowards who ran away from our destiny.





End of every year the beginning of another we all look back at what we have done what we have achieved. After a lot of pondering and lots of soul searching I would like to call the last year one of those which taught me some of the toughest lessons in my life. And I'm happy because it's all about the places you have been what you have done and then whether you did the right thing in the end. Even though there will be some questioned that would be never answered which went without comment I guess that is life. May be all the questions doesn't have answers to them I will never know.

It's like those puzzles you come across some are not yours to solve, they are better left out.



It's nice to encounter the most surprising things and people at the last expected places moments in your life just learn to enjoy them as long as they last and set them free because we are free souls wandering this paradise searching in the end for the truth or the justice. Me I'm just looking for that something which seems to evade me. In the end we are all looking for Happiness in our own way. It depends where you believe yours would be.



So we are all waiting for that moment of serendipity that is what we do...for better or for worse till death meets with you.



Footsteps of a child that grows up with hope 


.. wondering the Seasons looking for more...


the laughter will Tinkle the tears will dry 


we float in our Dream worlds..


Imagination.. may it run wild ... 


crinkles and the Wrinkles  show up on its own ... 


Life is as such my Friend we all have to go.

The Demons

It will be over
I told my self
It will be fine
You just have to wait

The pain will be gone
And you will be whole
To look and to behold
Your life as it was

There won’t be any knights
Or kings to guide you
But your kingdom
Will wait with every step you take

To rise to defeat
The demons inside
You have the strength
The light to shine on your path
To hold your hand in times of despair

No one is there but you’re self
Which will not deceive or
Leave you behind
May your strong heart
Beat another day
To defeat all those demons
Who brought you to this day

Live the life that you dream
Let the demons die in pain
Screaming their defeat
Over and over again
A brave heart is paving its way
Can’t you see……………everyday

Thursday, December 29, 2011

The Wind and the beloved Mask


We all love a bit of lovely breeze to brush past us. But then it becomes a storm of hail that will bring you down to your knees.



Is it the wind or maybe it's our weak knees which couldn't hold up against a bit of a challenge? We all learn sooner or later that you cannot control the nature it will sear through you whether you like it or not. To the intelligent mind that is the challenge how to hold up against it all to the crazy heart it is simply hell.



But it is in its own nature that no one can win the race against time. We are all losers aspiring kings and queens in our hearts. Not knowing when to quit and lay down our swords and take the bow.



We all wear our beloved masks so lovingly we cherish it, adore it, protect it, and defend it. We know this is our survival our only protection against the real world, the cruel world. We adorn it everyday every minute with new defenses till we become the indestructible power that no one can see no one can touch or no one can reach.  



Till one day you decide to bestow the highest honor of them all by slowly peeling it away layer by layer day by day letting that one person reach inside revealing the truth the true face behind the mask. And pray they would understand.



It is sad how obsessed we have become with the masks we wear we can barely remove them but the worst is to put them back on because we are bleeding and hurt behind our masks the ugly truth we hide behind them cannot be covered so easily once revealed. The dreamers the poets the innocence that exists behind them is unbelievable.



As impossible as this sounds I think if we all did live in a world where there were no Masks to cover our souls it will be a honest world we will have, as ugly and pathetic as we will all be, it will after all be the ugly truth we all run away from, the reality we hid from where everyday we face the Jungle rule " survival of the toughest " who said this was only in the jungle for the animals. The humans have adopted it and thrive upon it. By stabbing their friends hating their neighbors cheating on their lovers destroying others as mindless as the wild animals does.


It's a pity they are simply destroying them selves everyday hiding behind their masks equipped with their hate and the lust for power.


Oh the fake mask when will we decide to leave them behind and face the wind and the nature as it comes like the true survivors we were meant to be not cowards in hiding.




Hello hello

Well hello my brand new Blog ... I haven't decided what I would write on this yet.
which I think is the whole point of having your blog to dump your thoughts and no body to take offense.
To enjoy the freedom and the joy of writing what's in your heart with out being judged.

I have always been a avid reader from the time I could hold a book I have been glued to them day and night. It's either study material or fiction. Non fiction was never my cup of tea I would say. Then one day I thought why am I reading when I can be reading and writing. and took a pen and paper in hand and discovered that I had a passion for poetry. This was rather surprising for my self, because I was not so much of a poetry fan.

I think you might see few of my poems soon.It has all to do with how creative my thoughts have been and how willing I am to put them down on paper.There are days that I have a brainstorm of poetry that leaves me exhilarated to the core.

well I would love to publish my poetry one day I think. It's kind of scary because no one has yet seen any of my work.and that really gives me the jitters even the thought of putting them out there for the world, may be I'm just a poet in my head.But what the hell I'm going to just brave it like I did with everything else you know what they say you cannot find out whether you can swim or drown by sitting beside the water you just have to jump in there praying that you will at least float.

Isn't there a saying that every reader is secretly wishing that they were writers too.It's in our blood the love for reading and the beautiful world and people we create with our imagination it's the attempt for a better world filled with love, happiness and Justice. Where men were brave kind caring and honest women were giving loyal and loving.Where justice always won and the injustice always lost. People never deceived conned or cheated on others. where there is no famine sickness or loss. Cheers to all those writers who have kept the faith alive and the hopes intact for that perfect world that we call crave. 

So anyway for now just wanted to send a shout out to the cyber space ........... that I'm here :)