Procastinating

I think everyone procrastinate at times but then there are some who have made it a part of their life. Where everyday life have been effected so much by procrastinating that  they don't realize that they have become the ultimate procrastinators.

Surprising thing is that I woke up to day and realized that may be I'm one of those. Who have been putting important things important decisions off by concentrating on less important or even better taking up other projects which involved helping others but I have been ignoring my life, my needs and more than that some of the important decisions that needs to be made my be to lead my life with out any hassles.

First it was my exams, I first took one year off from my exams and no to see it has been since three years I sat for my last exam. At the time it made perfect sense to take a break from the stressful deed but now it doesn't look so great. At that time the whole family was going through a toughest most horrifying experience we have been through. the murder of a family member, my uncle whom we lost three years back. And I found my self sitting in front of a exam paper next day completely blank staring at the paper pen in hand and nothing to write with tears in my eyes. it was such a shocking experience that even now when I think of I get goose-bumps.

Then it was the driving license which I was going to get. It just stopped half way through. Then it was another and another. And then today I just realized how many things I have put off for the future. I have actually put off my life and it's time I picked up things where I left off. Starting with the exams I will be taking this May for sure.

I have to take my exams and finish what I started. I already regret the fact that I put it off for this long.

Then I'm going to get my driving license this year for sure and get a small car it's time I took charge of my life, enough living in the shadow of others and doing what was acceptable respectable and boring.

No more procrastinating even if it kills me I will do what I have to do.

Karan Lamb said "A year from now you may wish you had started today.” So that a year from today I will be happy to say that I reformed my ways on this day I'm going to start now.